Wednesday, February 23rd 2005, 11:12
Sometimes, when you get hurt by things that shouldn't have been painful in the first place, and you don't know why, then you know it is your mind's own doing. You start to have ideas in your mind, knowing it won't work out, and then those ideas start to swell and occupy your mind, until you start doing weird things. And then get hurt in the process. The most pathetic part is, you never cared about those things in the first place.
If I only knew this lesson earlier, I wouldn't get hurt so often. There is false hope and true hope. They are... very different things.
Monday, February 15th 2005, 00:08
Chinese New Year - I did nothing.
Valentine's day - I still did nothing.
What a sad and lonely life.
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Friday, February 4th 2005, 14:20
Rejected, dejected, ejected. These words pretty much summarize my life right now.
I'm failing quizzes (in the technical sense), mucking up homework and falling behind in class material. Mr. 22 is really starting to creep up on me. My past few days was also spent fighting a fever, and now I'm left with a mess I don't know what to do about. And yeah, got rejected by all the firms I applied for too. Now what do I do for my summer? It's not even a challenge in life anymore, it's called being defeated utterly. Sympathetic comments are not welcome.
See light in the end of the tunnel? Next thing you know, you get hit by a car.